From My Mind
Humble request to stop the unnecessary linkage of my name to anything and everything. I know that people call me 'thief' or 'chor' ! Ab iske piche ka exact reason mujhe nahi pata kyunki mujhe videos milti hi nahi hain warna main khud hi comment kar deti..but according to my assumptions there may be two reasons behind it..one is the misunderstanding during my BTech life where in the third semester our department was preparing for college magazine in our room, after that one girl handed me over the remaining colours to keep it with myself since the preparations were over..but almost after one year, the same girl saw the colours again and spread the news that I have stolen it..i don't know but maybe she had forgotten about it..i don't blame anyone here..but why would someone keep stolen things in a drawer without keys??..and God promise, i never stolen anything in my hostel Life but honestly saying no girls in my hostel liked me..and that's why lack of communication created the problems..and if anyone spread this false informations then it's their own karma..secondly, I think people call me 'chor' because my things or posts etc. somehow matches anything the things that are trending on internet but truly i completely live in real world..and I have healed upto a level that I have no envy in my mind to anyone..if someone wears or matches same things like me, then I never feel insecure to wear or use the same things. But I just hate the people's behaviour or annoying type of smiles. But it's life I know and nowadays I don't have any expectations from anyone, but sometimes it's better to communicate.. doesn't matter it is a communication from one side or both..in a few years, we all have to get married and have our own children but once people start to call you with such names or tags, then their thinking might not change in the future..also, I am teaching small students now, not for me, but for them..stop calling me with such names so they don't have to introduce their teacher with such tags or they don't have to protect their teacher from annoying behaviour in social media..stop keeping an eye in my hand and stop check if I am a normal person or abnormal..even if I have any disease..then I will die..it will not create any problem to anybody..just stop judging my body..my journey..my relationships..my life and everything.. I wasn't the one that wanted to come to this journey and known by all over the world but somehow it was written in my destiny..even till now, I am okay if I become completely unknown person again.. it's all your feelings, your emotions, your hatred,your judgements that keeps me in this journey..isiliye mujhe apke thoughts ke bare mein zyada kuch nahi kehna..bas yeh sab jaise chor kehna, meri walk dekhna kuch judge karne ke liye..meri hands ka movement dekhna etc band kar dijiye..a request..I know who and how I am better than anyone..and one more thing.. don't connect my past karmic relationship with my present life..a karmic relationship doesn't lasts more than 3 or 5 years..no human's judgement can change this..not even me..after separation, I had made a promise to God that I would never thought about it..so stop linking with it..it will be good for you..trust me..
Maybe my words are wrong..I am still learning english speaking..hope you understand my wrong english..you all are perfect..thank you